Monday, December 31, 2007
The Last Song.
The Last Song for the last day of the year. =D
This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song,
for you and only you
As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way,
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.
And now I am gone
Just try and stop me now.
You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song.
Will you need me now, you'll find the way somehow
You want it too, I want it too.
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,
That you will miss me when I'm gone
The last song.
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song.
Labels: Goodbye '07, thank you for everything.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
this is karen tan, not rodney tan.
yups, i just felt like blogging and thus,
my kind friend permitted me to do my blogging
here.
well, nth much. holidays have been busy. and i started
to miss home more. i rather stay home then to be out.
i m starting to realize the fun being at home the whole day.
school is too much of a boredom with those books and projects.
friends are the best.
tml would be a celebration for rodney tan's 18th birthday.
a day earlier than the supposed 29th.
doesn't matter so long rodney tan is happy.=)
i'm done. and thanks rod.HAHA.
there is often a fear within that sets me trembling,
pain that kills me slowly.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Reason Why,
I think about how it might have been
We'd spend out days travelin'
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me
So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
And we hang our heads down
As we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'll buy a magazine searching for your face
From coast to coast, or where ever I find my place
I'll track you on the radio, and
I'll find your list in a different name
But as close as I get to you
It's not the same
So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
As say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, you're still there
I'm gone, you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
So, steal the show, and do your best
To cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you find
Whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind,
But you only showed me the door
So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
And say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I, you and I, you and I know the reason why.
This is something beyond beauty. Just take 7 mins to listen to this. It's probably one of the most beautiful songs i ever heard.
Labels: who needs norah when there's rachel.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
here comes summer, no its winter.
I'm really, really bored. MTV plays "Black Songs", my external hard disk of movies is spoilt and i have pratically nothing to do. lalala. help me.Labels: summer sucks.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Faces of my friends.
This is how my friends look like.Labels: pictorial.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
stop and stare.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6g1CzN35kn0
Stop and Stare - OneRepublic
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Labels: Cheers to active blogging.
Common test : The test of time.
The tests are done and dusted. The same tingling feeling of not being able to do well. I just want to thank everybody who have actually helped me, one way or another. Yeah, if i were to write names, the list will be never ending.
Shows my level of intelligence.
I don't really know what to write about so i have to be particually random.
Anyway i think that time is the biggest test of many things. We all have beliefs and values. How many days it takes before you change?
They say that time will show the true colours of a person. Sometimes i think its not about the true colours of a person, but time actually expose the weaknesses of an individual.
Maturity is not like puberty or part of puberty. Puberty happens when your body has gone through a certain phrase of time and change happens and time passes. Maturity has is the growth of character and the change in the mechanisms of perspective. A person matures when he see enough and experiences enough situations to see things in "a larger picture" or a different point of view.
Thus puberty increases as time increases whereas maturity increases as "number of significant happenings an individual experiences" increases.
That's why you see young boys at the age of 10 being independent. Its not that they are not asking questions or they do not fear. It's just that they probably see the explanations to the questions, nevermind if they cannot get an answer.
This is why, you still see 18 year-old drama queens and wannabe's. "Bimbotic" people and people who always have the aura of "stuck-upness" around them. It all boils down to the age of the mind, maturity.
The sentence, "Woah, 18 year old already still so childish." says a lot. Age of body doesn't coordinates with age of mind. You can be 60 thinking like 16.
Anyway, 4 paragraphs up, when i said "number of significant happenings an individual experiences", it actually meant "shit in their lives."
Yes, some people have just not been through shit in their lives.
We are living in a shit-hole. =D
Oh yeah, the biggest insult.
*On the phone with shuxian while we were studying HRM*
*She find HRM to be rather difficult and having some problems.*
*I could sense frustration*
Then she said " Eh, I think HRM you can do better than me lah."
Thanks eh.
* Shuxian, don't be so predictable and tag "hahahas", "no problem" and a smiley.